And as grateful as I am to The Netherlands for giving us a home and a safe place to do our jobs, I am acutely aware of the privilege that I now enjoy.
It feels very strange to be in a place of such tolerance, acceptance and freedom when mentally, I am still in Russia — where there is no real freedom and people aren’t protected against floods or concert hall massacres.
In March, as I watched a performance by one of my favorite drag artists, I thought about how everyone in the building would be at risk of arrest if the same event took place in Russia.
I don’t think I’ll ever be comfortable with this feeling.
It’s also increasingly evident that there is no place that’s truly safe for Russian dissidents and independent journalists.
Last month, Leonid Volkov, a close aide of Alexei Navalny, was attacked outside his home in Vilnius, Lithuania. And last year, at least three independent journalists and activists fell ill with suspected poisonings in Europe and Georgia.
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